alex bought me tiger lilies
a fab new purple coat
a wonderful meal at papasittos
my awesome xmas tree
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im back on lj!! its been forever. i have been facebooking alot lately, but that is getting

i wish they still made nabisco brand bacon thin crackers! i used to eat them all the time when i was a kid! MMMMMMMMMM!!!

i feel like ive gotten so old. im an old lady, but i still like to party often. thats where im at right now. ?????

wow, i havent posted in here for alooong time! i am doing good. living with one of my friends in elgin tx which is 30 miles east of austin. we live in the country! haha. its good though. she has a house and is renting me a room. i have 2 rooms and my own bathroom. and a yard and wireless internet and digital cable in my room. her husband is deployed right now so it is good that we can both be together and not lonely.
i am happier then i have been in a long long time. i have met lots of hot guys lately also which is always good. :) . i was going to write more but now i am trying to figure out what ive done everynight this week. but i cant remember each night! hahaha too funny.

hi everyone!
my computer has been broken for awhile so im using my dads when i get a chance to go to his house.
not much is new with me except that i have been feeling alot happier lately then i have in a long time. i think its that im starting to meet new people at work and starting to get friends and be comfortable.
charlie is looking out the sliding glass door and growling. hahaha. im gonna go take him on a walk i guess. its so nice out i love fall weather!
hope everyone is doing good!! ill catch up and comment soon!

on tuesday, im going to the alamo!!! me and mike always always quote the alamo scene from the movie pee wees big adventure, so im so excited to go there! ha.

lifetime movie network has had good movies on all weekend. its pretty entertaining! i wish i could watch "too young to die" with brad pitt and juliette lewis. but gotta work :/ .

im also excited for the new reality show on lifetime called blush. its a reality show to find the next best makeup artist. it looks really cool. i believe they said it will be on tuesday night at 10.

there is an owl outside in my yard! hoooo hooooo

i dont wanna get up and go to work today





see!! oh and i usually look different when i have eyebrows ;)




havent seen charlie in a while, ill have to go to my dads soon

i bought myself a new vaccuum cleaner. at first i had a $130 model in my cart. then halfway through the store i was like

"what are you crazy??"

i went back and got a $70 version instead. its just me living here, no one comes over so if it leaves a few crumbs here or there big woop.

i really wanted the awesome yellow dyson which is like $389. hahaha such lofty dreams.


when did i become such an adult???

I VOTED!!!! at first i went to where i thought i was supposed to vote, but apparently i have been believing that i live in a different county. i live very very close to the county line. so i had to drive to a different voting place and i was all expecting something to go wrong but i just walked right in and voted! no line at all what so ever! yay!!

i cant believe the weather here! 80 in november is so unreal to me!

i got a wicked rude customer today that yelled at me for not smiling at her. LOL. reminds me of back home. texans arent generally rude ive noticed.
oh and then a girl at work the other day passed out and had a sezuire at her register. poor thing. she had to be taken out by parametics. anyways a customer came in today to complain that this same girl messed up on her reciept. she kept bitching and bitching saying that the cashier was weird. i even explained to her that she had a sezuire pretty much right after she rang up the customer so that was why, she wasnt in her right mind. the woman was like oh the poor thing. then started bitching again and again. she was only over charged a dollar eighy seven. big woop. who continues to bitch and wants a big apology after i tell her that the girl friggin passed out after her order? and you were only overcharged a buck eighty. i wanted to bitch smack her. ha
customers at my store are seldom ever rude so it was a reality check today. i felt like i was back in maine.

i found the battery charger to my digital camera!! my entries are about to get alot more interesting! cause everyone loves a picture!!
yay!

have you ever lived somewhere crazy?

i lived in quincy massachusetts and it was the
crazy/RANDOM/strang--est place ive ever been.

i only wish my section of austin was so awesome.


please share.

i just want a vaccuum cleaner that WORKS!!!!!! if you could see my floor right now, youd agree.

i just found out tonight that my manager at work was in las vegas in the car behind 2pac shakur when he was shot and killed.
i find this randomly interesting.
he drew me this big diagram of how everything went down.
hahha.
he is the farthest thing from gangsta that i would or could ever imagine so that makes it all the funnier.

jennifer hudsons nephew was found dead today. what is wrong with people seriously???????????
i think that is so sad.
plus the other day a cute cute little girl was wandering around by herself in the parking lot at my job. she looked no older then 2. someone brought her to the service desk while they searched for her mom. it took her mom forever to come and get her and even then she didnt act the least bit concerned.
again......what is wrong with people?

im procrastinating doing my laundry. sigh. my wish is to someday have a full size washer and dryer of my very own in my actual residence!

also
the other night i had a nightmare a real true nightmare that i was on celebrity rehab with dr drew. heidi montag or whatever her name is from that show the hills was on it and she was talking and bitching and freaking out and i got sooo stressed out and anxious. i actually woke up from that dream with my hands clutching my face. and i was gasping and had to really wake up and calm myself down. hahahahaha. random. then that same night i dreamt i was friends with barrack obama and we were sharing a hotel room and i was sleeping at the foot of his bed lengthwise. it wasnt sexual at all. just very strange.

i feel so ugly today. i feel gross and unattractive. sigggggggggggh. it sucks being a woman sometimes.

i watched the original version of the movie the haunting, today. its old in black and white and creepy. not gory at all and very old fashioned. i loved it.

i just about had a nervous breakdown earlier. i need help with these issues in my head. im not sure if im manic depressive or not. i dont get very manic if i am. i dont know. i get depressive thats for sure. in january when i get health insurance i guess ill find out. until then i have to try to keep it together.

supposed to go to a halloween party on the 24th. not sure what to be. all i know is that i want to wear a wig and alot of makeup. i dont have money for much of a costume. hmmm i need something creative. any ideas are welcomed. i kind of want to be a fairy. i just want to look pretty and wear alot of glitter and a long wig. i dont feel like wearing wings though. and i dont feel like dressing up sexy. i just want to look pretty. haha. we'll see i guess.

please remind me never to venture out into town again when there is a ut football game going on. ive never seen such a huge celebration.
i get annoyed but at the same time, this is these peoples home and this is their team. i am the outsider here. of course they are gonna celebrate. it would be like them being in boston during the world series.

but still. lol. i hate football. annoying.

i tried to meet some friends downtown but it was soooooo chaotic with the game going on and i got lost anyways. so i just came home instead. boo. i hate that there arent trains here. they need better public transport. I NEED TO MOVE CLOSER TO TOWN. that is going to be a long term goal.


my mental state is a mess as usual. its okay though. things will eventually get better i am hoping.

i want to dread my hair. im on vicodin for my stupid sore tooth. the end.